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🌑 Shadow Work – Self-Doubt & The Perfectionism Trap
Let’s talk about something tender and real: self-doubt, and the hidden layers underneath it. Because often, when we feel ourselves holding back — not speaking up, not showing up, not taking the next step — what’s really happening is a deeper story playing out in the background.
And shadow work helps us see that story clearly.
❖ The Mirror of Shadow Work
Shadow work is the courageous act of looking into the mirror — not the polished one we present to the world, but the deeper reflection.
The one that reveals the parts we hide, avoid, or don’t yet understand. It asks us to get radically honest about the stories running the show beneath our awareness.
When self-doubt arises, it’s often not the “problem” — it’s the messenger.
And here’s the truth we often discover:
💭 Self-doubt is often perfectionism in disguise.
It’s the inner voice that says: “If I can’t do it perfectly, I won’t do it at all.”
❖ The Ego’s Hidden Contract
Let’s take a gentle look at what’s beneath common emotional states:
- Shyness might be the ego saying:
“I long for connection, but I’m afraid I’ll get it wrong.” - Anxiety might be the nervous system echoing:
“I can’t control this, so I’ll brace for everything to go wrong.” - Procrastination or avoidance may whisper:
“If I can’t be certain it’ll be perfect, I’d rather not begin.”
All of these are survival strategies the ego adopted at some point to keep us safe — especially if we’ve experienced shame, rejection, or unmet needs in the past. The ego tries to protect us by constructing a limiting self: a version of us that avoids risk, hides vulnerability, and chases the illusion of flawlessness.
But this isn’t your truth. It’s a contract you made under pressure — not the essence of who you are.
❖ From Contraction to Expansion
When we do shadow work, we begin to unwind those old protective patterns. We meet the inner perfectionist not with judgment, but with curiosity:
- Where did this belief begin?
- What was I trying to protect myself from?
- What part of me is asking to be loved back into wholeness?
The contraction we feel in moments of self-doubt is not failure — it’s an invitation. It says:
“There’s a part of you here waiting to be seen, healed, and included in love.”
And when we meet that place with compassion, we soften. We make space. We come home.
❖ Your Healing Is Not Meant to Be Perfect
You don’t need to have it all figured out. You don’t need to wait until you’re “confident” or “ready” or “healed” to begin showing up in your life. That’s just the old voice of perfection trying to keep you small.
Healing doesn’t ask you to be perfect — it asks you to be present.
So the next time you feel the contraction of fear, doubt, or not-enoughness, try whispering to yourself:
- ✨ “It’s safe for me to be seen, even in my imperfection.”
- ✨ “I am worthy of love, even when I feel unsure.”
- ✨ “I choose to show up — tender, true, and whole.”
- ✨ “This may feel hard— and I can do hard things.”
Thank you for reading.
From my heart to yours,
Jeni @ Peace Of Mind Health 🤍🙏
https://peaceofmindhealth.co.uk/
Tel: 07531 191 688
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